PositiveI follow a blog where the writer has shared that each year she asks God to give her a word. This word is her focus for the year. For the last couple of years, I have followed suit and asked God for a word of my own to focus on through the New Year. This year’s word came with some conviction from the Holy Spirit. I really wasn’t surprised. The conviction is for something that has been on my heart and in my mind for a while now. You see, I am seeing how very negative I can be. I like to appear as a positive person, but if you would hide in the back of my car while I’m driving anywhere, you would hear that I am not. crossroads.238131849_stdGod tells us in His Word that out of the heart, the mouth speaks (Luke 6:45) and I am sad to say that when I am driving by myself, I hear myself speaking very negatively. I won’t speak this way around you. It is when it is just God and me, and it breaks my heart when I hear it. If I’m not careful, I can be led into eating outside of my God given boundaries of 0 to 5, and then I have two trials instead of one. I am grateful for the conviction of the Holy Spirit. I hear His voice and He leads me to confession and repentance for my words.

I always have a choice with how to handle these attributes about myself that I am troubled by. I can let them make me want to drown my sorrows in food, or I can let them take me to God’s Word. Because of all the work God have done through me around my eating issues and all that I have learned through being in the Thin Within Community I know that food is not the answer. Wanting to overeat is a symptom of a deeper issue. I need to go to God’s Word instead.

I love when God leads me into His Word and shows me the depth of what can be found there for my every trial and sorrow. Through dealing with my negative emotions and feelings, He led me to Hebrews 12:1-15. This is what I heard Him telling me through His Scriptures about how He wanted me to handle my feelings and what He wants me to get out of them:

  1. He wants me to lay aside the weight of this issue.
  2. He does not want me to sin because of this issue.
  3. He wants me to endure.
  4. He wants me to run the race.
  5. He wants me to look to Jesus Who authored and finished my faith.
  6. He wants me to experience joy.
  7. He does not want me to become weary or discouraged in my soul.
  8. He does not want me to despise His chastening.
  9. He does not want me to be discouraged.
  10. He wants me to accept discipline because I am His daughter.
  11. He wants me to accept the profit of His discipline.
  12. He wants me to partake of His holiness.
  13. He wants me to accept this momentary pain with a glad heart.
  14. He wants me to yield to the peaceable fruit of righteousness.
  15. He wants me to be trained by my trial.
  16. He wants to strengthen my hands and feeble knees.
  17. He wants to make my paths straight.
  18. He wants to heal me.
  19. He wants me to pursue peace.
  20. He wants me to pursue holiness.
  21. He wants my life to reflect Him, the Lord, so others will see Him.
  22. He wants me to fully experience His grace.
  23. He wants me to let go of bitterness.
  24. He wants me to forgo any trouble.
  25. He doesn’t want my actions to cause anyone to be defiled.
  26. And, He wants me to seek Him first.


So, my word of the year is Positive. I know from Hebrews how God wants me to handle my negative emotions and feelings and what He wants me to get from them, but in my daily life, how am I going to experience the power of being positive? Once again, I go to God and His Word. He has given me Philippians 4:6-8 as my life verse this year, and I know it will give me guidance with living out my word Positive. The Apostle Paul tells me, “Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made know to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.” Living any other way is not bringing me into God’s will and is not honoring to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

What about you? Can you claim the truth and promises found in Hebrews 12:1-15 for yourself for whatever trials you are dealing with, whether they are food issues, relationship issues or other struggles? And will you, like me, let Philippians 4:6-8 be your life verse for this New Year? Our loving and gracious Father wants so much for us. Will you join me in allowing Him to work in us this year? 2016 is going to be a year for change, and I believe with God, all things are possible.